I wanna see you be happy. I wanna see you be healthy.
One time I saw you fall out of a tree. And while we both heard bone crack we both had a good laugh. Comical to say it's a fact-- that I may not always be able to catch you when you fall but I'll always carry you back.
I love you so much that I'll never be your crutch. I love you so much that it stained the picture perfect friendship we had in our frame. I love you so much that it hurts. I love you much that I'll always put you first.
We once laid in my bed, kissed and touched. You said "I love you, Lex" when we started to fuh. Crazy for me not to have thunk you only said that to me because we were drunk.
You accept the shallow love you think you deserve and I hate that you accept that because I know what you're worth. Rather cut you off for now while you go figure YOU out. Don't wanna see you with new bruises when you come around.
I love you so much.
I love you so much. Maybe I'll see you in a future where we can catch up. I love you so much. I hope you find the will to leave that abusive fuck up.
credits
from Lick The Rug & Eat Your Crow,
track released April 10, 2020
Written and recorded by Alex McCormick and Sean kaszyk at Railroad Park Recording Company in Westport, MA.
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